"Just Being Me"

This is the day I plan a lot but does nothing.. Sometimes we go through a lot in a weeks time. That’s part of life.. but we push right on through it, work relate, grief,  illness, We do what we have to do to survive. People don’t understand, Their are no time limit on grief. Some days are better than others, but their won’t be a day that goes by that you won’t think of your love ones in Heaven. It’s By God’s Grace we continue on.. if I get upset over something that has happened at work, me being upset probably has nothing to do with what happened, but me missing my son who is in Heaven.. Not too much else phases me.. I do get overwhelmed when I can’t talk to someone other than the normal everyday people..Sometimes we need to take some time and visit ourselves. People really think they know me, but really they don’t, they just know of me. If I’m entertaining a woman it’s because I don’t have a choice, it’s part of my job. If I’m entertaining a Man, chances are I am physically attracted

It’s Been A Trying Week, But I made It Through, For the last couple of weeks I’ve had this monkey on my back, But just because you got the monkey off your back Doesn’t mean the circus has left town, I try not to let the behavior of others destroy my peace. I’m not rejecting them I’m rejecting their behavior, they will have to change Their behavior before we can come together again. We aren’t being true to ourselves when we tolerate less than we deserve. I’m a good person but always to the wrong people.. I had so much I wanted to do and say this week but somebody said something that threw me right off course. I remember who I was and the game changed. I’m starting over, A new pattern of thoughts, A new wave of emotions. Don’t ever let anyone make you feel like you don’t matter..Have you ever met a person when they appear  they suck the morale right of a place? When your absence doesn’t effect people, your presence never mattered. Something must change. Leadership is making others bett