"Just Being Me"

It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.(Bette Midler The Rose lyrics). This is one of the most profound quotes there is:  Sad and empowering.. It is really saying to me that we only have one life and we need to live it Now..Tomorrow is not promise to us. We live in fear most of the time, and we settle. The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.We will fall in love and we will get hurt, but that's part of living, some people are not capable of love, but we learn that the hard way. but we must continue living. Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same..We must not fear making the most of our lives.How many times have we gotten our hearts broken? We can't just close our hearts out of fear, We need to open our hearts to receive love and affection from

Sex raises some pretty good questions..I  just  think we are afraid of each other when it comes to sex, because we read so much about sex, we talk so openly about sex, we see movies and we read books; but when we are face to face with somebody, we forget our individual patterns; that we are unique. So we try to repeat other folks patterns, according to what we seen and what we heard. So most of us are very frustrated, because we don’t accept our individuality as far as sex is concerned..Sex is great, addictive, pleasureful and blurs the mind to where its hard to make objective decisions..The intimacy in sex is never only physical. In a sexual relationship we may discover who we are in ways otherwise unavailable to us..When you get to be 50 and over. You know exactly what it is you want and what it will take to please you. I thought that I would be satisfied with just having sex, But really I want to be in love too..Not that I would go looking for it..You do not find love; you decide t

You see with your eyes. This means you can be misled by charm, by outward appearance by surface pretences. I do not see with my eyes. I see good and I see evil. Nothing else..I have dated some very attractive men in my day, But they wasnt worth a damn riding or walking!!..A friend of mine said Karen I don't know why you left him, he is too cute and fine..I said WTH..you can have him, because he is just not worth it. Give me a man that loves me, who wants me, who are sensitive to my needs as well as his. I am not looking for that outward appearance.,,Would I take Waka flaka if he said he loves me? hmmmmm you know God made somebody for everybody..Never say never ladies and gents..lol lol,,. Anywho..It is only when the mind and character slumber that the dress can be seen...Let us be grateful to the mirror for revealing to us our appearance only...Many men has fallen in love with a girl in a light so dim he would not have chosen a suit by it.. I am sure we all have made some mucked up

I think most women at 50 and over would be in that class of Fu x kable which means wanting and having the best sex of your life. We all fall in that rut sometime where we don't want sex after having kids and being that typical housewife. we don't care how we look or who even looks at us.which would be "Duckable" at that time we need some type of stimulation. A man can't make this about him, I bring home the bacon I need my needs satisfied, so you go thru the motions, feels like a job. He don't care what's on your mind really..Just do your job and keep me happy.Have I been in either category? I was fuxkable in my 20's to my late 30's and during the times I was married and was a house wife, I was "duckable" I don't think I wanted me at the time!! Now that I am Single and over 50 and have reach the peak of my life I am "Fu x kable" more now than I was in my 20"s. Women at 50 have the same thing on thier minds as men (sex).

I think it is,. Am I saying this because I had one failed marriage? maybe!! It was not at all that it's cracked up to be. maybe because we went about it the wrong way..and i knew from the start..This is not the way it suppose to be..If you love a person and they love you and you want to spend the rest of your life together, does the paper seal the deal, it most def can't guarantee you will be together for ever..Why not just live together for ever?..Before marriage a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After marriage he will fall asleep before you have finished saying it..lol I'm jes sayin, I'm jes sayin.. I mean, what does any one life really mean? But I guess  in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying "Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go un-