"Just Being Me"

This is the day I plan a lot but does nothing.. Sometimes we go through a lot in a weeks time. That’s part of life.. but we push right on through it, work relate, grief,  illness, We do what we have to do to survive. People don’t understand, Their are no time limit on grief. Some days are better than others, but their won’t be a day that goes by that you won’t think of your love ones in Heaven. It’s By God’s Grace we continue on.. if I get upset over something that has happened at work, me being upset probably has nothing to do with what happened, but me missing my son who is in Heaven.. Not too much else phases me.. I do get overwhelmed when I can’t talk to someone other than the normal everyday people..Sometimes we need to take some time and visit ourselves. People really think they know me, but really they don’t, they just know of me. If I’m entertaining a woman it’s because I don’t have a choice, it’s part of my job. If I’m entertaining a Man, chances are I am physically attracted

It’s Been A Trying Week, But I made It Through, For the last couple of weeks I’ve had this monkey on my back, But just because you got the monkey off your back Doesn’t mean the circus has left town, I try not to let the behavior of others destroy my peace. I’m not rejecting them I’m rejecting their behavior, they will have to change Their behavior before we can come together again. We aren’t being true to ourselves when we tolerate less than we deserve. I’m a good person but always to the wrong people.. I had so much I wanted to do and say this week but somebody said something that threw me right off course. I remember who I was and the game changed. I’m starting over, A new pattern of thoughts, A new wave of emotions. Don’t ever let anyone make you feel like you don’t matter..Have you ever met a person when they appear  they suck the morale right of a place? When your absence doesn’t effect people, your presence never mattered. Something must change. Leadership is making others bett

The Moment You Realize That Working With People Who Doesn't Like You Creates An environment  of Chaos.. How Can You Get Anywhere As A Team? True Leaders Would Never  Reveal That To Anyone, You Have To Treat Each Individuals The Same, Like Them Or Not. Of Course We Will Not Like Everyone, But They Shouldn’t Know That, The Minute They Find Out, Everything Goes Down Hill From Here.. Problems Arise, The Production Gets Higher, And The Numbers That Once was Good becomes Fair.. Why? Poor Leadership..A Bad Leader Can Take A Good Staff  And Destroy It. Causing The Best Employees To Flee And The Remainder To Lose  All Motivation. You Can’t  Create Great Followers Under Poor Leadership. We Rise By Lifting Others Remember That!! 

There Are Three Things You Are Always In Total Control Over: Your Attitude, Your Choices And Your Effort. Not Everyone Likes Me, But Not Everyone Matters..Take Full Responsibility For Your Actions, Your Choices And Your Life. You Made It This Way. If You’re Happy, Keep Going, If Not, Then Choose To Do Something About It...You Know Why I’m the Most Feared Individual On the Planet? Because I Am Woman Who Doesn’t Require Validation .. Trouble K

Why Do People Think Everything Is About Them..What I Say, What I Post, **NEWSFLASH** The Earth Revolves Around The Sun, I Just Wanted To Clear That Up Because Some People Think The World Revolves Around Them🙄 I’ve Always Been Who I am, I’m Loyal To A Fault. I’m Single and I do What I Please. I don’t settle.. Just because no one hasn’t shown up who can love you on your level doesn’t mean you have to sink to theirs. The moment you realize that you were always the right person. Only Ignorant people walk away from greatness.. We must learn who is gold and who is simply gold plated..🤔.. Most people think you want something from them, It’s hard for them to believe that just their presence is enough, That a smile, saying Good Mornin boost people Morale. Try To be somebody Sunshine Sometime and not think it’s about You.. Granted We Are All Bad In someone’s Story..and we all have a chapter we don’t read out loud.. Stop Thinking life is Happening To You.. Life is responding to you.. Troubl

Running away from your Problems is a race you’ll never win..Very Little is needed To Make A Happy life. It is all within yourself..In Your Way of Thinking.. The problem is not the problem,  the problem is the incredible amount of overthinking you’re doing with the problem.. Let it go.. Because behind Every Status There Is A Secret Message.. Trouble K

What Would You Do? Would You Fake Like There’s Nothing Wrong And Be Your Kind Self? No!! I Can’t Pretend, I just go with how I’m feeling..  But You Know What I’ve learned? people are as about as happy as they make up their minds to be..Everybody has something going on in their lives that keeps them from being themselves. Afraid To talk to you..keeping their distance, and I’m cool with that, because I don’t want to be bothered with no one who doesn’t want to be bothered with me..Attitude is everything..But Should I Refuse The Honey Because The Bee Stings? 🤔😘

You Know The Saying, It’s Never The Job,(Our Job Is Easy), It’s The People At The Job Who Try To Make life harder than it really is..Be It Not Doing The work, Not Coming To Work, Being Petty, Over Thinking, Under Scheduling Task..Not adjusting each other crowns.. My Biggest Problem is Leaders Not Wanting To See Others get Ahead, holding them back from their destiny, Truth Be Told you Can’t Stop A Person Destiny, Because What Is Meant To Be Will always Find it’s way..As Soon As You Try To Hold A person Back, You will experience some delays in your life.. You Have To Treat People The way You Want To Be treated..Attitude Is Everything, You Can’t lead Anyone No further than you’ve gone yourself and That is for sure..But If I want To become A Millionaire, I would talk to someone Who Is already a millionaire and not a team leader...There is nothing they can do for me...But it’s a sad thing To look over your shoulder when trying to lead and there’s no one there..💯

What I am saying is, Not only Will You Try To Hurt Your Target But Also Yourself. Revenge destroys all and spare none.. But Let’s Be Clear, We Reap What We Sow.. People Have Convinced Themselves That What They Are Doing Is Good.. But I know Evil When I See It..I know Spite When I see It. Truly Evil People Don't Just Hurt Others, They Take Pride In The Pain They Cause And Then Try To Blame Their Victims. But One Thing About Those Tables,They Always Turn..Revenge Is Not In My Plans, You’ll screw Yourself On Your Own.. But One Thing People Seems To Forget, I Let God Fight All My Battles..It’s Not Between You And Me.. It’s Me And God..I’m Loyal Even If I Get Screwed Over, I’m Still Loyal Because Two Wrongs Don’t Make It Right And Revenge Isn’t Always Sweet, I Rather Have Peace And Move On With My Life. The Best Revenge Is Not To Be Like Your Enemy..✌🏽 TroubleK

You Have To Admit, Sunday Is A Recharge Day, Repositioning Yourself From All The Craziness We Endure During The Week. We Say I’m Going To Eat Right Beginning On Sunday.. Sunday is That Day We Relax and Do Nothing But Visit Yourself. I Want To Create A life That Make Me Want To Jump Out Of Bed In The Morning. Now I drag Myself Out Of Bed, Hoping And Praying Nobody Rubs Me The Wrong Way..Trying Hold A Decent Conversation With Some People Is Like Trying To Nail Jelly To A Tree..I must Find People Who Like The Things I Like.. Who Has Compassion and Who Puts Me First.. We must have the same common values..I am not excepting nothing less.. Sunday Is My Soulmate..

Destin Florida  You Know I am an observer, been that way my whole life, while you’re sleeping I’m probably thinking, I can detect and attitude even before I can see it.. But I don’t need other people attitude I have one of my own..So before I start my Day, I adjust My Crown.. Because You Are Responsible for Your Attitude No Matter how You Feel.. I wonder sometimes How much of what I see is real, and how many are pretending, To Be Clear, I believe half of what I see and hear.. I have never seen such nonsense, People wanting to be like other people, act the way they act..I don’t need friends who changes when I change and who nods when I nod, my shadow does that much better..Some People want you to believe that their lives are better than yours and that people adore Them..but all I see is a narcissist. People get an attitude because they are not happy with their own life, pretending to have a girlfriend or boyfriend just to show me that you have somebody, but they will never be good e

The Leaders Job isn’t To have all the ideas, It’s to make sure all the ideas are Heard and that the Best One Wins, I find that some leaders love your idea but they don’t think it’s better than theirs, even though it’s really better than theirs. Leaders becomes Great not because of their power but, because of their ability to Empower others..We don’t see that often..I taught my children to be a great leader, because a boss has the title but a leader has the people..and when they feel appreciated they will always do more than expected..Attitude is everything, If I want something from you, I will never come to you with an attitude because you won’t  give me your all. if I treat you the way I want to be treated we both get things done..Great leaders don’t just tell you what to do, they show you how it’s done.. I’ve been on my job for 13 years next month and I demand respect, because what you allow will continue, I like where I am, because I know it’s never the job it’s always the people a

I been thinking about you lately, As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen, I always wanted to be your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye, You see, You’re my Romeo but I’m not your Juliet, We go Together like moonshine in a mason jar.. I got something you need right now.. I want it, you want it.. So What Will We Do?  I wanna kiss you, hold you, never scold you, just love you  Suck on your neck, caress you and rub you  Grind, mold, and never be alone,  can't you hear it in my voice? I need love bad..💋🥰😍

My Son Ronnie 10-23-80 To 10-02-14 This is what I end my Sunday quotes with on Facebook for the last 10 years..’Easy Like Sunday Morning” Because it’s a day of reflection, to look back on my behavior and others behavior. Did I have to say what I said, or should I have kept quiet.. when I take a day off I don’t call it vacay, I call it a mental health day, Because my job is easy, but it’s never the job it’s always the people at the job.. No Place of business is without a few flaws.. but it’s the people who makes the job harder than it should be.. I try not to read into people behavior, Truth Be Told I can get offended very easily..So I stay in my lane.. I got a letter from my friend Dianne who has retired , She wanted to see how I was doing, I hadn’t checked up on her lately, but she had some good news and not so good, she said she got my new number but she wouldn’t remember if she’d talk to me anyway because of her meds, She was elated to say her grandson was in college has a job a

Sunday Brings About Changes For Me.. I Ask Myself What Did I Do This Week To Make Some ones  else’s life Better..Restoration involved reflection, We have to make time to rest, reflect, and replenish. We Cannot Expect To Live With A Fresh Sense Of God’s Presence In Our Lives If We Constantly Rush From One Issue To The Next. To Be Restored takes time..Focused on God and his greatness, to renew us with hope and joy.. Every day we run across someone who wants to steal our joy, People don’t want to see you happy, miserable individual wants you to feel like they do and you know misery no longer loves company, it insist on it these days..and they always try to make you see what they see.. One thing I hate more than anything is people pretending to be a Christian, going to church doesn’t make you a Christian, just like standing in a garage doesn’t make you a car..You can’t be all holier than thou just on Sunday.. the rest of the week you’re the Devil..That’s not Gods Way..God wants us to see h

Thank You For Just Being You. Some Days Im Not Up To Par, But My Behavior Never Shows It..Because Attitude Is Everything, I watch People Change Constantly, I don’t pretend to be something I’m not, I don’t pretend To like people I don’t. I try To be better, I don’t Pretend To Be A Christian, I have My Own Personal Relationship With God, I know that I am Blessed beyond Measure. I don’t have to talk to people, I’m more reserved, I Don’t straddle the fence, if I care about you, that’s forever, because I am loyal, if you treat me badly for no reason, I don’t do the same thing To You, If you have an attitude toward me, I’m won’t act like you act, Becausec The Soul Has No secrets that the behavior does not reveal.. Thank you for teaching me that the only way to win with a Toxic Person Is Not To Play.. I Know The Realest People Doesn’t Have A Lot Of Friends, That would be me, I let go of people who dull my shine, poison my spirit and bring me drama, I am no ones down time, Spare-time, Part-tim

Friday Use To Be My Good Day End Of The Week, But Today I Was So Annoyed, My Allergies Was At An All Time High.. Everybody At Work Is Sick With Something, So I’m Minding My Business Out Of The Blue Somebody Said, I didn’t Know You could Drive, Yes I Do, She Said Wow, I didn’t know You Have A Car, Yes I Do, So You Been Riding With Your Sister All These Years To Work? Yes She’s My Sister We Car Pool Because I Don’t Like Driving Much..Then She Went On To Say I Thought You Lived With Your Daughter In Her House.. No My Daughter Lives with me in my house Temporarily.. She’s says Oh Wow I just thought That..🙄🙄 I was Nice But Freakin’ annoyed, If You want to know something Ask.. But People Will Believe What They Want To Believe Anyway.. I don’t Drive Much, I was run off the road by an 18 wheeler and I end up on the wrong side of the road, lucky for me it was early in the a.m about 3 and No cars was coming so I was able to turn around in the same direction, Traumatic experience, I don’t drive

Class of 1978 Sunday’s Makes Me Think Of All The Mistakes I Made During The Week, How I Could Have Handle Some Things Differently. But would I Have Though? Choices Are Powerful..We Shouldn’t Feel Guilty For Doing What’s Best For Us, Especially Negative People, The Ones Who Never Has Anything Good To Say About Anyone Or Anything, I’ve Decided To Reposition Myself Once Again.  Because I Have Given People The Benefit Of The Doubt. Why Is It When I Stop Communicating With People, Something Is Wrong With Me, There is Nothing Wrong, I Allow Myself “Mental Health Days” To Visit Myself.. Everybody I Talk To Has Issues,  I just Need Somebody In My Life Who Can Bring Sunshine Instead Of The Air I Breathe.. That’s Why I Only Talk To Work People At Work, People Will Try To Change How You See Things. I’m A Homebody, I Do The Same Things, When Someone Ask Me Out, I Make Plans But At The Last Minute I Bail.. I Think It’s A Waste Of Time To Entertain Someone I’m really Not Interested In.. The Men

For People Who Doesn’t Know Me, Wouldn’t Think I am approachable, I am one of the most nicest person you’ll ever meet, and loyal to a fault..People often take my kindness for weakness, A Person Who use to work with me gave the nickname Trouble KP, He said I was dangerous and I ask him why would you say that, He said because you don’t need anyone.. I laughed.. God is all I need and if that's what make me dangerous then so be it..Kindness is a choice that comes from incredible strength, I’m kind to people that are non deserving, 2019 I changed the way I do things, Staying in my lane..I always check on people I care about especially if I hadn’t seen them in a while..everybody knows my m.o. but see that’s the thing I always check on everybody, I text them if they been off work more than usual, and for the ones I can’t text personally I ask about them, They don’t know I’ve asked about them though but that’s who I am.. I’m the first one who text you or email you on your birthday holiday

Everybody is talking about Bird Box.. It was too Dark for me..It Bothered me with her not giving the kids a name..”Boy”and “Girl”. The entire movie..so detached from them..I felt sorry for them..But she didn’t connect with the child before it was born she didn’t even want to be pregnant, the crazy part is we only saw a vision of the thing they didn’t suppose to look at, and in the end she did give them names .which leaves me baffled, how did her doctor get to the safe place? and the rest 🙄 crazy crazy, But I was really bothered about “Boy’ Girl Only..it’s the way she said it.. Dare to mention the Bird in the Box during the whole journey 🤔..that she freed when she reach a safe place.. ok 👋🏾  👦🏻👧 🦅 

Sitting Here at Work Thinking about Everything at 530 in the a.m. I have 30 minutes to get ready for the Start of my Day, Saying A Prayer “Lord If I Can’t Have What I Want, Let Me Want What I Have” I say a prayer for The ones who I know will rub me the wrong way early in the morning and I can shake it off easily. Attitude is Everything, I listen to my music with earplugs so that I can’t hear my neighbors talking about Things that bring my morale down. When you hear a leader doing that, you know there are no followers, Music gets me through my day, Sam Smith, Florida Ga line, Sam Hunt, Ed Sheeran, Maroon 5, Lukas Graham, Shawn Mendez, I actually have a long playlist including country, my kids are grown now but they had to listen to what I listen to.. Little Big town “Girl Crush” they always give me that look, so I explain one Part ‘I want to taste her lips yeah cause they taste like you, meaning her lips would  taste like his.. you have to listen to the song..trust me,,I have to be ph

I haven’t written anything in a good while, Busy trying to live my ‘Best Life’ The more things change the more they stay the same, Since the death of my son Oct 2, 2014, My life changed, the way I treat people, my taste in music and taste in men..low tolerance for bullshit though, One Thing I’ve learned about life, it goes on.. no matter what may be going on in your life..Love the ones you can, touch the ones you can reach, Let the others go..I’m not who I use to be, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually..I have my own personal relationship with God, By his Grace I’m able to carry on. Physically my body has some kinks with the changes women go through at a certain age..it’s like I want to be in a relationship but the person might not have what it takes emotionally, mood swings has it’s days and some days I want to leave well enough alone and stay single..right now no one is good enough..I had friends I use to talk to but I was kidding myself thinking I want to spend time w