"Just Being Me"

That's a good question, But really its not a fair question. You can be in a relationship and still be lonely..But I refuse to do that again I pretended to be somebody I wanted to be until finally I became that person. Or she became me. Although most people are as happy as they make up their minds to be..My family take up the slack for not having a man around..I have a big family, But the cold winter nights.. who among us does not choose to be a little less right to be a little less lonely...I try not to entertain that too much..I am a Chestnut roasting on an open fire type chick..It's really not that serious, If I wanted to just be with somebody I could. But I have gotten too old to Just be with somebody. I just about know what I want, to be without some of the things you want is an indispensable part of happiness, Discipline is remembering what you want, but Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want. When I think about it, I've been lonely for quite