"Just Being Me"

Sitting Here Thinking About How Life Can Just Throw You Off Track..Maybe The Journey Isn't About Becoming Anything, Maybe It's About Unbecoming Everything That Isn't Really You.. So You Can Be Who You Were Meant To Be In The First Place.. That's Really It. Never In My Wildest Dreams  Did I Ever Once Think I Would Lose A Child..God Put People In My Life To Prepare Me, I kept asking God Why Am I Getting The Idiots, Why Am I Entertaining These Type Of People, They weighed So much On My Emotions And I Had To See Them Everyday Really Kept Me In a Prayer, I Blamed It On My Hormones Changing, But They Were There For A Reason, Preparing Me For Ronnies Passing.. I Didn't Understand It Then, Confused That I would Allow Such Self  Absorbed, Pretending, With Complex Issues, And Most Definitely Played on My Emotions, I Wouldn't Have Given Them The Time Of Day!! Everybody Wears Masks, But The Greatest Act Of Courage Is To Be And Own All That You Are. Without apology. Witho