"Just Being Me"

Thank You For Just Being You. Some Days Im Not Up To Par, But My Behavior Never Shows It..Because Attitude Is Everything, I watch People Change Constantly, I don’t pretend to be something I’m not, I don’t pretend To like people I don’t. I try To be better, I don’t Pretend To Be A Christian, I have My Own Personal Relationship With God, I know that I am Blessed beyond Measure. I don’t have to talk to people, I’m more reserved, I Don’t straddle the fence, if I care about you, that’s forever, because I am loyal, if you treat me badly for no reason, I don’t do the same thing To You, If you have an attitude toward me, I’m won’t act like you act, Becausec The Soul Has No secrets that the behavior does not reveal.. Thank you for teaching me that the only way to win with a Toxic Person Is Not To Play.. I Know The Realest People Doesn’t Have A Lot Of Friends, That would be me, I let go of people who dull my shine, poison my spirit and bring me drama, I am no ones down time, Spare-time, Part-tim

Friday Use To Be My Good Day End Of The Week, But Today I Was So Annoyed, My Allergies Was At An All Time High.. Everybody At Work Is Sick With Something, So I’m Minding My Business Out Of The Blue Somebody Said, I didn’t Know You could Drive, Yes I Do, She Said Wow, I didn’t know You Have A Car, Yes I Do, So You Been Riding With Your Sister All These Years To Work? Yes She’s My Sister We Car Pool Because I Don’t Like Driving Much..Then She Went On To Say I Thought You Lived With Your Daughter In Her House.. No My Daughter Lives with me in my house Temporarily.. She’s says Oh Wow I just thought That..🙄🙄 I was Nice But Freakin’ annoyed, If You want to know something Ask.. But People Will Believe What They Want To Believe Anyway.. I don’t Drive Much, I was run off the road by an 18 wheeler and I end up on the wrong side of the road, lucky for me it was early in the a.m about 3 and No cars was coming so I was able to turn around in the same direction, Traumatic experience, I don’t drive

Class of 1978 Sunday’s Makes Me Think Of All The Mistakes I Made During The Week, How I Could Have Handle Some Things Differently. But would I Have Though? Choices Are Powerful..We Shouldn’t Feel Guilty For Doing What’s Best For Us, Especially Negative People, The Ones Who Never Has Anything Good To Say About Anyone Or Anything, I’ve Decided To Reposition Myself Once Again.  Because I Have Given People The Benefit Of The Doubt. Why Is It When I Stop Communicating With People, Something Is Wrong With Me, There is Nothing Wrong, I Allow Myself “Mental Health Days” To Visit Myself.. Everybody I Talk To Has Issues,  I just Need Somebody In My Life Who Can Bring Sunshine Instead Of The Air I Breathe.. That’s Why I Only Talk To Work People At Work, People Will Try To Change How You See Things. I’m A Homebody, I Do The Same Things, When Someone Ask Me Out, I Make Plans But At The Last Minute I Bail.. I Think It’s A Waste Of Time To Entertain Someone I’m really Not Interested In.. The Men

For People Who Doesn’t Know Me, Wouldn’t Think I am approachable, I am one of the most nicest person you’ll ever meet, and loyal to a fault..People often take my kindness for weakness, A Person Who use to work with me gave the nickname Trouble KP, He said I was dangerous and I ask him why would you say that, He said because you don’t need anyone.. I laughed.. God is all I need and if that's what make me dangerous then so be it..Kindness is a choice that comes from incredible strength, I’m kind to people that are non deserving, 2019 I changed the way I do things, Staying in my lane..I always check on people I care about especially if I hadn’t seen them in a while..everybody knows my m.o. but see that’s the thing I always check on everybody, I text them if they been off work more than usual, and for the ones I can’t text personally I ask about them, They don’t know I’ve asked about them though but that’s who I am.. I’m the first one who text you or email you on your birthday holiday

Everybody is talking about Bird Box.. It was too Dark for me..It Bothered me with her not giving the kids a name..”Boy”and “Girl”. The entire movie..so detached from them..I felt sorry for them..But she didn’t connect with the child before it was born she didn’t even want to be pregnant, the crazy part is we only saw a vision of the thing they didn’t suppose to look at, and in the end she did give them names .which leaves me baffled, how did her doctor get to the safe place? and the rest 🙄 crazy crazy, But I was really bothered about “Boy’ Girl Only..it’s the way she said it.. Dare to mention the Bird in the Box during the whole journey 🤔..that she freed when she reach a safe place.. ok 👋🏾  👦🏻👧 🦅 

Sitting Here at Work Thinking about Everything at 530 in the a.m. I have 30 minutes to get ready for the Start of my Day, Saying A Prayer “Lord If I Can’t Have What I Want, Let Me Want What I Have” I say a prayer for The ones who I know will rub me the wrong way early in the morning and I can shake it off easily. Attitude is Everything, I listen to my music with earplugs so that I can’t hear my neighbors talking about Things that bring my morale down. When you hear a leader doing that, you know there are no followers, Music gets me through my day, Sam Smith, Florida Ga line, Sam Hunt, Ed Sheeran, Maroon 5, Lukas Graham, Shawn Mendez, I actually have a long playlist including country, my kids are grown now but they had to listen to what I listen to.. Little Big town “Girl Crush” they always give me that look, so I explain one Part ‘I want to taste her lips yeah cause they taste like you, meaning her lips would  taste like his.. you have to listen to the song..trust me,,I have to be ph

I haven’t written anything in a good while, Busy trying to live my ‘Best Life’ The more things change the more they stay the same, Since the death of my son Oct 2, 2014, My life changed, the way I treat people, my taste in music and taste in men..low tolerance for bullshit though, One Thing I’ve learned about life, it goes on.. no matter what may be going on in your life..Love the ones you can, touch the ones you can reach, Let the others go..I’m not who I use to be, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually..I have my own personal relationship with God, By his Grace I’m able to carry on. Physically my body has some kinks with the changes women go through at a certain age..it’s like I want to be in a relationship but the person might not have what it takes emotionally, mood swings has it’s days and some days I want to leave well enough alone and stay single..right now no one is good enough..I had friends I use to talk to but I was kidding myself thinking I want to spend time w