"Just Being Me"

I know there are no good men else where, but I have always lived in the "A" No I haven't visited other states, Why can't I find him here?. There may be some good men out there, some are damaged goods. Because although he is a good man he had a mucked up woman that treated him like crap so he figured every woman will do that. The over protective walls go up, but the same walls you put up to keep people out is the same wall that's keeping joy out. Why do the the no good women get the nice men?.. I never understood that., and I never will. I mean what tha Hell Happened?..Maybe I need to go to the Dry Cleaners..These men have jobs and usually bathe...lol..I don't know why Men waste their time lying they dont do it very well no way..I know women may fake orgasm, but men fake a whole damn relationship..If you have men who will only come if they know there is a good road, I don't want them. I want men who will come if there is no road at all..It takes a woman twe