"Just Being Me"

What i witness today, put me in neutral. here i sit in the middle of a power struggle. I didnt know who to believe. I am so confused right now.. All i want is to know what i am doing. I just cant function with 2 people trying to wear the same shoes knowing they are different sizes. I just shook my head for 1 hr..One person say this is how its done and the other person is saying no wait that's not how that goes.. I am just numb..I just want to get what i need and move on..I am not sure who bright idea this was..Its just not working for me, but what do you do. grin and bear it..hmmmmmmmmm

You know we spend so much time together, I feel like we were joined at the hips. But I have a question for you, Is it fair for you to make me think that I want a person when i really dont. I mean you are all over the place. Everything looks good in your eyes. Its hard to tell the difference. I mean do you really want him, or do you WANT him physically? Gee gosh willy..One minute I am hot and sweaty and the next i am cold and callous. You should'nt  hang around single women like that...We have nothing but time, all kinds of ideas get in our heads I am trying to get a handle on you but that's like nailing jelly to a tree.. I think you are a male in disguised. But  i wish you would stop tryna pimp me...and before I go I just want you to know My eye is on this Guy, Is he all that? or are you working overtime on me, making me think he is. and all I want is Eye Candy...What if this is true....Well Peep this: The big question of the day is ....DOES HE HAVE HIS EYES ON ...

" Karen" ~.Keeping it Real ~: I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched toget... : "We all have flaws don't you think? But I try to hold it together. Something I hate about myself is I observe more than I want to. Lets say y..."

We all have flaws don't you think? But I try to hold it together. Something I hate about myself is I observe more than I want to. Lets say you had a friend and yall had been seeing each other for 3 yrs but you notice that he tryed to make me think that he had more going on than he really did. Lets say without the credit cards he couldnt even afford anything. He was retired. living on a fixed income. So he couldnt really throw a dog a bone. but thats not how he presented it.. But because i am observant I found out what i needed. and i say that to say this.. Whats wrong with being honest. I am not easily impressed by the way. This is why I have limited friends. I dont see my friends like i would like to, but when we get together we talk for hours and hours catching up on life.. This is where i am comfortable at because i have honesty. We dont have to lie about nothing. we have a moment when i ask a her are you still seeing that dude, she say yell chile..I dont even kno...

And I have no regret, for I am far surer of what is kind than I am of what is true, Today I didnt want to be kind,  Truth be told I really wanted to just scream out loud like a little child that has had her candy taken from them.. I decided to turn on my selective hearing because a lot of things I know longer wanted to hear. I really didnt want to hear about what a good time you had on vacation or how you feel at the moment. People have a habit of steping on your toes even though they know it's not a good thing. they show you that they care very little about you and your feelings. I think its a selfish act. People should consider your feelings..They shouldnt even touch on a subject that is sensitive to others. And one thing I hate most of all is talking in a round about way.. I hate that with a passion. But why should I expect anything less, I am sensitive when it comes to my feelings..Why is it so hard for people to be genuine? or do they know how? All day I been trying to su...

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Let me Paint a Picture for you, You like this guy and you want nothing more than to get with him, You have told him on numerous ocassions and you get no respond. HE'S JUST NOT THAT  INTO YOU. Every once in a while you flirt with a touch and he respond slightly because he has that reputation of being a Nice guy. So you figure he is in a relationship, but you dont want a relationship, you just want a cuddie buddie..No respond..HE JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU. But in the back of your mind you say, he likes me, he is just playing hard ball..ok ok and then you sit and examine the whole situation and say well my hormones is all over the place.let me take a step back and see the larger picture. then you start thinking do i really want him? do i really like him..How much of this is hormonal? Because there is not a man that I know of would turn down any cookies no matter the flavor..(lol)..So you know you like him but there sits on your shoulder those 6 little words.HE JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU...an...