I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

We all have flaws don't you think? But I try to hold it together. Something I hate about myself is I observe more than I want to. Lets say you had a friend and yall had been seeing each other for 3 yrs but you notice that he tryed to make me think that he had more going on than he really did. Lets say without the credit cards he couldnt even afford anything. He was retired. living on a fixed income. So he couldnt really throw a dog a bone. but thats not how he presented it.. But because i am observant I found out what i needed. and i say that to say this.. Whats wrong with being honest. I am not easily impressed by the way. This is why I have limited friends. I dont see my friends like i would like to, but when we get together we talk for hours and hours catching up on life.. This is where i am comfortable at because i have honesty. We dont have to lie about nothing. we have a moment when i ask a her are you still seeing that dude, she say yell chile..I dont even know why? lol ..we laugh but we keep it real..i tell her you need to dump old boi he aint doing nuthing for you..and she would say you are right, but we agree and move on to something else. because she will dump him when she is ready..oh we have the same conversation everytime..lol..but we can go there.. Yes i have my flaws too..but i try not to let them all show..When i like somebody and want to kick it with them, I want to pretend like i am 23 again and say I want him and i will get him..but that's not it anymore. He may not want to kick it with me so i can't jump in with both feet, back then i didnt give them a choice..Now you can tell if he's just not that into you. I learned that when Men get a certain age 50 and over, Nothing moves them..They think slower making sure that they are making the right decision, analyzing things..wow hard work..woooo hoooo..by the time they are done you are tooooooo...Single and Patient..