Today I Bent The Truth To Be Kind....

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And I have no regret, for I am far surer of what is kind than I am of what is true, Today I didnt want to be kind,  Truth be told I really wanted to just scream out loud like a little child that has had her candy taken from them.. I decided to turn on my selective hearing because a lot of things I know longer wanted to hear. I really didnt want to hear about what a good time you had on vacation or how you feel at the moment. People have a habit of steping on your toes even though they know it's not a good thing. they show you that they care very little about you and your feelings. I think its a selfish act. People should consider your feelings..They shouldnt even touch on a subject that is sensitive to others. And one thing I hate most of all is talking in a round about way.. I hate that with a passion. But why should I expect anything less, I am sensitive when it comes to my feelings..Why is it so hard for people to be genuine? or do they know how? All day I been trying to suck up the fact that I'm up Shyt creek without a paddle...I been there before...But have you ever met somebody who is just unbreakable? you can poke and pull but they wont budge..Like this is my ship and i am the captain. well aye aye captain...I am told to just be myself, but as much as I have practiced the impression, I am still no good at it...

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  1. G. RichardsonSeptember 15, 2010 at 12:08 AM

    Don't let people take your paddle from you, keep paddling and wading your way out of Shyt creek, even if you have to jump ship and dog-paddle your way home! Happy sailing.

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  2. TroubleKSeptember 15, 2010 at 11:47 AM

    You are so right about that Gail I am sitting in neutral..But I have not forgot how to paddle manually.. real talk sis

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