"Just Being Me"

What I'm looking for is a blessing that's not in disguise.  Tall, handsome, sensitive, passionate, Does this exist or is this a myth to want all that's good. You know what i want? Someone who likes me first, for just who i am. when you see me, i just take your breath away. your heart stops when i pass by......ok I'm woke now...but it was a nice fantasy.. Men dont do that anymore. most of the time they just want the cookies. Thats why being single looks better everyday..But If i have offered my cookies to you. You got to be the hottest thing ever.If you reject my cookies that means i am only an options,,hmmmmm, i will pass i dont do options..I likes to keep it at a 100...always..i might need to tear down a few wall some folks got build up so high they can't see wuts waiting for them on the other sides...you missed your blessing.oooooooh

Today was one of those days where quietness sneaks in. During my walk this morning i notice that someone was quiet than she ususally are. I waited a minute to ask how she was doing and she have a long sigh. i knew something was troubling her but i waited till she was ready. She's unhappy how things are. granted she works hard because thats who she is. but when it go un notice, you ask the question Do people really care? No? not all of them. The world is full of willing people, some willing to work, the rest willing to let them..but when you dont get recognition for fear of others might think you are showing favortism that's just not even how that goes.  If i work hard and it shows i want them to know..hey this is what Karen do, and to show my appreciation this is what i am doing for her. When you have given nothing, ask for nothing. treat me as an individual. It shouldnt matter what the others think anyway. maybe they will wake up and start doing more...But you really can't...