Bruised But Not Broken

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Sitting Here Thinking About How Life Can Just Throw You Off Track..Maybe The Journey Isn't About Becoming Anything, Maybe It's About Unbecoming Everything That Isn't Really You.. So You Can Be Who You Were Meant To Be In The First Place.. That's Really It. Never In My Wildest Dreams  Did I Ever Once Think I Would Lose A Child..God Put People In My Life To Prepare Me, I kept asking God Why Am I Getting The Idiots, Why Am I Entertaining These Type Of People, They weighed So much On My Emotions And I Had To See Them Everyday Really Kept Me In a Prayer, I Blamed It On My Hormones Changing, But They Were There For A Reason, Preparing Me For Ronnies Passing.. I Didn't Understand It Then, Confused That I would Allow Such Self  Absorbed, Pretending, With Complex Issues, And Most Definitely Played on My Emotions, I Wouldn't Have Given Them The Time Of Day!! Everybody Wears Masks, But The Greatest Act Of Courage Is To Be And Own All That You Are. Without apology. Without Excuses and Without Any Masks To Cover The Truth Of Who You Really Are..Because Everybody That Has Come Into My Life Was Really Not Who They Appeared To Be, And For That I Thank You, Because I Knew You Wasn't, But I spent Countless Days Trying To Figure Out Why I am Still  Entertaining These People..God Knew What It Would Take To Get Me Where He Needed Me..I Stayed Prayed Up More and More, To Where Even In My Darkest Days, I Didn't Know They Were My Darkest Until After It Was Over. God's Grace Carried Me Through My Sons Illness And His Passing.. Thank You God For The Individuals You Put In My Life, Thank You God That Their Season Is Gone..You Showed Me Who They Were, But Like Some Things, We See What We Want, Thank You For The difficult Ones Who pretended Not To Hear Me  Without The Self Righteous Idiots Things Would Have Turn Out Differently.. I've Called Them Idoits All During The Season We Were In  And Trust Me They Still Are.. Still wearing Mask!! Gods Plan Were Way Better Than Mine, He Knows What's Best For Me!!I'm Entering A New Season Now ** Bruised But Not Broken**.. R.I.P. Ronderickk Ashe 👼🏽 Miss You Much..



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  1. G. RichardsonDecember 27, 2015 at 7:32 PM

    My heart goes out to you. Stay strong sister, I hear you!

    Hugs,
    -Gail

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  2. G. RichardsonDecember 27, 2015 at 7:32 PM

    My heart goes out to you. Stay strong sister, I hear you!

    Hugs,
    -Gail

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    1. TroubleKDecember 28, 2015 at 6:35 PM

      Thanks Sis .. Im good, Sometimes you think about all the crap people throw at you on top of what one might me going through.. Every time I see your brother Jerome picture, I think about us growing up and a crush was a crush.. That's all.. Fun memories

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