"Just Being Me"

If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man...One of my favorite Beyonce' songs..I say that to say this: At what age to we stop the games? I think when you get to age 45 the games should be over. Why not get serious, life is way too short for the dumb shyt. Some people need to be single. because thier main goal is to use people. But if you like somebody tell them, maybe yall may have something in common. stop making excuses because there isnt any. Either you like them or you don't. If you dont like them, tell them youre not interested. Everybody knows what rejection feel like right? I had one failed marriage, I blame my ex, then I blame myself, now i am over it..I know marriage is a two way street, We changed and forgot to tell each other..We were not meant to be together, we live and learn, but we dont build a wall because the same wall we build to keep certain kind of folks out is the same wall that's keeping hap...

What i witness today, put me in neutral. here i sit in the middle of a power struggle. I didnt know who to believe. I am so confused right now.. All i want is to know what i am doing. I just cant function with 2 people trying to wear the same shoes knowing they are different sizes. I just shook my head for 1 hr..One person say this is how its done and the other person is saying no wait that's not how that goes.. I am just numb..I just want to get what i need and move on..I am not sure who bright idea this was..Its just not working for me, but what do you do. grin and bear it..hmmmmmmmmm

You know we spend so much time together, I feel like we were joined at the hips. But I have a question for you, Is it fair for you to make me think that I want a person when i really dont. I mean you are all over the place. Everything looks good in your eyes. Its hard to tell the difference. I mean do you really want him, or do you WANT him physically? Gee gosh willy..One minute I am hot and sweaty and the next i am cold and callous. You should'nt  hang around single women like that...We have nothing but time, all kinds of ideas get in our heads I am trying to get a handle on you but that's like nailing jelly to a tree.. I think you are a male in disguised. But  i wish you would stop tryna pimp me...and before I go I just want you to know My eye is on this Guy, Is he all that? or are you working overtime on me, making me think he is. and all I want is Eye Candy...What if this is true....Well Peep this: The big question of the day is ....DOES HE HAVE HIS EYES ON ...

" Karen" ~.Keeping it Real ~: I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched toget... : "We all have flaws don't you think? But I try to hold it together. Something I hate about myself is I observe more than I want to. Lets say y..."

We all have flaws don't you think? But I try to hold it together. Something I hate about myself is I observe more than I want to. Lets say you had a friend and yall had been seeing each other for 3 yrs but you notice that he tryed to make me think that he had more going on than he really did. Lets say without the credit cards he couldnt even afford anything. He was retired. living on a fixed income. So he couldnt really throw a dog a bone. but thats not how he presented it.. But because i am observant I found out what i needed. and i say that to say this.. Whats wrong with being honest. I am not easily impressed by the way. This is why I have limited friends. I dont see my friends like i would like to, but when we get together we talk for hours and hours catching up on life.. This is where i am comfortable at because i have honesty. We dont have to lie about nothing. we have a moment when i ask a her are you still seeing that dude, she say yell chile..I dont even kno...

And I have no regret, for I am far surer of what is kind than I am of what is true, Today I didnt want to be kind,  Truth be told I really wanted to just scream out loud like a little child that has had her candy taken from them.. I decided to turn on my selective hearing because a lot of things I know longer wanted to hear. I really didnt want to hear about what a good time you had on vacation or how you feel at the moment. People have a habit of steping on your toes even though they know it's not a good thing. they show you that they care very little about you and your feelings. I think its a selfish act. People should consider your feelings..They shouldnt even touch on a subject that is sensitive to others. And one thing I hate most of all is talking in a round about way.. I hate that with a passion. But why should I expect anything less, I am sensitive when it comes to my feelings..Why is it so hard for people to be genuine? or do they know how? All day I been trying to su...

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