"Just Being Me"

I don't know how love could do this to me.. ...There must be a lesson for me to learn If you don't trust in love, you'll get nothing in return Why should I be lonely, don't tell me it's fine I have my pride, but I'd rather be with you tonight.(lyrics from Luther Vandross song "Every year Every Christmas").Best Christmas love song ever... I think a lot of us feel that way not only this time of the year, but all year round..Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same..When you want something, something so true and pure, something that deep in your heart you know it's worth risking, then one must follow that path. But like any other path, there are obstacles, there are hardships, there will be sacrifices. One has to constantly question whether this path is worth traveling and how far along the path we must go... the choice is ours.Think with your heart, intuition is greater than logic.When you want someth...

Most people say Silence is the mother of truth and There are times when silence has the loudest voice. Have you even been where you don't know what to say, so you say nothing or you've said so much you have nothing else left to say?..I always begin my prayer in silence, for it is in the silence of the heart that God speaks. God is the friend of silence—we need to listen to God because it's not what we say but what He says to us and through us that matters. Most of the time we hear what we want to hear. I keep saying I will wait on God to guide my steps, but i get impatient and plow past him everytime, and i gets no where.I have made a fool of myself over and over again..and I keep saying why do you keep doing that? But God knows me better than i know myself. He knows my heart. He knows what i am going to do or say even before I open my mouth.Have you ever tryed talking to someone that won't say anything? you don't know if they are listening or not, That is one of th...

It's ok to learn from our past. But to keep harboring the past gets you no where,The past should not be followed after,and the future not desired;what is past is dead and gone,and the future is yet to come. If you are feeling bad about something that you have done in your past, remember this, "You can't be who you are today, without being who you were in the past. Ok So you had a bad marriage a bad relationship or a bad job. but who haven't I mean bring the past only if you are going to build from it..I see people scared to do anything because they are afraid of making the same mistakes they made in the past. but we are not perfect, being perfect don't exist. I made plenty of mistakes and some of the same ones more than once, but when you know better you do better We need not destroy the past.  It is gone. Inner peace can be reached only when we practice forgiveness. Forgiveness is letting go of the past, and is therefore the means for correcting our misperceptions...

I know there are no good men else where, but I have always lived in the "A" No I haven't visited other states, Why can't I find him here?. There may be some good men out there, some are damaged goods. Because although he is a good man he had a mucked up woman that treated him like crap so he figured every woman will do that. The over protective walls go up, but the same walls you put up to keep people out is the same wall that's keeping joy out. Why do the the no good women get the nice men?.. I never understood that., and I never will. I mean what tha Hell Happened?..Maybe I need to go to the Dry Cleaners..These men have jobs and usually bathe...lol..I don't know why Men waste their time lying they dont do it very well no way..I know women may fake orgasm, but men fake a whole damn relationship..If you have men who will only come if they know there is a good road, I don't want them. I want men who will come if there is no road at all..It takes a woman twe...

Do You ever get tired of playing second fiddle to everything, Are you the woman that always have to take a back seat to everything? No matter if you are in a relationship with a man with kids married with step kids and ex wives, or His career comes first and when he's done you can't start your life..or wait till things get better to do this or that. B.S. is what it is called..The reason lightning doesn't strike twice in the same place is that the same place isn't there the second time... There is no second place when it comes to my life. I use to sit back and wait for people to make up thier minds about everything.. I put my education on hold while I raised two boys all on my own, while thier father went on got his education degrees. i went on and got married years later to a man that had an ex with kids..I took at back seat while the drama unfolded while he feels guilty for leaving them so he would make up for it and just bankrupt our household. Its crazy the shyt we w...