Sitting Here at Work Thinking about Everything at 530 in the a.m. I have 30 minutes to get ready for the Start of my Day, Saying A Prayer “Lord If I Can’t Have What I Want, Let Me Want What I Have” I say a prayer for The ones who I know will rub me the wrong way early in the morning and I can shake it off easily. Attitude is Everything, I listen to my music with earplugs so that I can’t hear my neighbors talking about Things that bring my morale down. When you hear a leader doing that, you know there are no followers, Music gets me through my day, Sam Smith, Florida Ga line, Sam Hunt, Ed Sheeran, Maroon 5, Lukas Graham, Shawn Mendez, I actually have a long playlist including country, my kids are grown now but they had to listen to what I listen to.. Little Big town “Girl Crush” they always give me that look, so I explain one Part ‘I want to taste her lips yeah cause they taste like you, meaning her lips would taste like his.. you have to listen to the song..trust me,,I have to be physically attracted someone before I entertain them,, “My Boifriend” Not Boyfriend it has two different meaning, Boifriend is a person you are physically attracted to and want to hook up with but circumstances are in the way, but it doesn’t change how you feel..and everyday you say ‘If Only” and then you think about what if he say ‘No’ Well I would be crushed but No doesn’t mean I can’t do it, it just mean I can’t do it with you.. I ignore many advances because I only want one person because of the physical attraction, I don’t want him for keeps, just for a spell.. 😆😘😘 “Thinking Out Loud” There is this Guy whose White and one is Black That’s been trying to go out with me for 13 years we work at the same place but I am not physically attracted to him, you know Taurus women, if it’s not there That’s not happening so you would think they would give up..but no..he leaves notes on my desk hiding spot, I love the attention but no..The one that is Black different approach because I keep saying no, he keeps getting married hoping to get a reaction out of me and when he don’t he gets a divorce omg he won’t come upstairs to see me until he’s sure it’s safe..every person in my dept cringe when they see him and warm me he’s on his way..the things he whisper in my ear, when he leaves they ask me wtf, he says I want you And since you won’t give me a chance I get married..how dumb of him..(killing me softly) 🙄 I have a lot on my mind.. “Thinking out loud y’all” hmmmmm Should I refuse the honey because the Bee Stings? 🤔🤔 I want My Boifriend so I’m not going to think of Nothing Else but how I can have him.. the good thing is he doesn’t know.. it’s Called “Boifriend”
😉 KP
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