You ever love somebody so much You can barely breathe?

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When you're with them,You meet And neither one of you Even know what hit 'em? Well I havent yet, But I want to know what that feels like. Have you ever liked somebody but they didnt return the favor? Once in my lifetime, so you know it was hard for me. i was so use to getting what i want when i wanted it. I didnt know the signs of rejections. but i found out. and as I think about it. I was wrong. Instead of me accepting the fact that i really was rejected, I decided to just see was i loosing my touch. some will call it acting out.  So i started flirting and as part of my nature i am good at what i do..I said all the things a man wanted to hear and more..but i got more than i bargain for. Dudes is breathing down my neck.Now i can't get rid of them. I can't tell them i was using them.. I just want to make sure everything was still in tact. But come to find out the reason i was rejected is because he dont like anyway. and i think i made it worse coming on to him. yea i felt stupid when somebody told me he didnt like me..But believe it or not, It didnt change my mind about him..I just backed up off of him..cuz his attitude sucks.and he is cold hearted sometimes. and then you question yourself, like why would you like a heartless man? Hormones? He has an open invitation something i never in my life gave anyone.. If i like somebody I slip them a note..because i express my feelings better if they are written down.and when i get to know them things change. So i was wrong about this one, Now it time for me to do something wild and crazy..who will it be?

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