"Just Being Me"

My Son Ronnie 10-23-80 To 10-02-14 This is what I end my Sunday quotes with on Facebook for the last 10 years..’Easy Like Sunday Morning” Because it’s a day of reflection, to look back on my behavior and others behavior. Did I have to say what I said, or should I have kept quiet.. when I take a day off I don’t call it vacay, I call it a mental health day, Because my job is easy, but it’s never the job it’s always the people at the job.. No Place of business is without a few flaws.. but it’s the people who makes the job harder than it should be.. I try not to read into people behavior, Truth Be Told I can get offended very easily..So I stay in my lane.. I got a letter from my friend Dianne who has retired , She wanted to see how I was doing, I hadn’t checked up on her lately, but she had some good news and not so good, she said she got my new number but she wouldn’t remember if she’d talk to me anyway because of her meds, She was elated to say her grandson was in college has a job a...

Sunday Brings About Changes For Me.. I Ask Myself What Did I Do This Week To Make Some ones  else’s life Better..Restoration involved reflection, We have to make time to rest, reflect, and replenish. We Cannot Expect To Live With A Fresh Sense Of God’s Presence In Our Lives If We Constantly Rush From One Issue To The Next. To Be Restored takes time..Focused on God and his greatness, to renew us with hope and joy.. Every day we run across someone who wants to steal our joy, People don’t want to see you happy, miserable individual wants you to feel like they do and you know misery no longer loves company, it insist on it these days..and they always try to make you see what they see.. One thing I hate more than anything is people pretending to be a Christian, going to church doesn’t make you a Christian, just like standing in a garage doesn’t make you a car..You can’t be all holier than thou just on Sunday.. the rest of the week you’re the Devil..That’s not Gods Way..God wants us to s...

Thank You For Just Being You. Some Days Im Not Up To Par, But My Behavior Never Shows It..Because Attitude Is Everything, I watch People Change Constantly, I don’t pretend to be something I’m not, I don’t pretend To like people I don’t. I try To be better, I don’t Pretend To Be A Christian, I have My Own Personal Relationship With God, I know that I am Blessed beyond Measure. I don’t have to talk to people, I’m more reserved, I Don’t straddle the fence, if I care about you, that’s forever, because I am loyal, if you treat me badly for no reason, I don’t do the same thing To You, If you have an attitude toward me, I’m won’t act like you act, Becausec The Soul Has No secrets that the behavior does not reveal.. Thank you for teaching me that the only way to win with a Toxic Person Is Not To Play.. I Know The Realest People Doesn’t Have A Lot Of Friends, That would be me, I let go of people who dull my shine, poison my spirit and bring me drama, I am no ones down time, Spare-time, Part-tim...

Friday Use To Be My Good Day End Of The Week, But Today I Was So Annoyed, My Allergies Was At An All Time High.. Everybody At Work Is Sick With Something, So I’m Minding My Business Out Of The Blue Somebody Said, I didn’t Know You could Drive, Yes I Do, She Said Wow, I didn’t know You Have A Car, Yes I Do, So You Been Riding With Your Sister All These Years To Work? Yes She’s My Sister We Car Pool Because I Don’t Like Driving Much..Then She Went On To Say I Thought You Lived With Your Daughter In Her House.. No My Daughter Lives with me in my house Temporarily.. She’s says Oh Wow I just thought That..🙄🙄 I was Nice But Freakin’ annoyed, If You want to know something Ask.. But People Will Believe What They Want To Believe Anyway.. I don’t Drive Much, I was run off the road by an 18 wheeler and I end up on the wrong side of the road, lucky for me it was early in the a.m about 3 and No cars was coming so I was able to turn around in the same direction, Traumatic experience, I don’t drive...

Class of 1978 Sunday’s Makes Me Think Of All The Mistakes I Made During The Week, How I Could Have Handle Some Things Differently. But would I Have Though? Choices Are Powerful..We Shouldn’t Feel Guilty For Doing What’s Best For Us, Especially Negative People, The Ones Who Never Has Anything Good To Say About Anyone Or Anything, I’ve Decided To Reposition Myself Once Again.  Because I Have Given People The Benefit Of The Doubt. Why Is It When I Stop Communicating With People, Something Is Wrong With Me, There is Nothing Wrong, I Allow Myself “Mental Health Days” To Visit Myself.. Everybody I Talk To Has Issues,  I just Need Somebody In My Life Who Can Bring Sunshine Instead Of The Air I Breathe.. That’s Why I Only Talk To Work People At Work, People Will Try To Change How You See Things. I’m A Homebody, I Do The Same Things, When Someone Ask Me Out, I Make Plans But At The Last Minute I Bail.. I Think It’s A Waste Of Time To Entertain Someone I’m really Not Interested In.....

For People Who Doesn’t Know Me, Wouldn’t Think I am approachable, I am one of the most nicest person you’ll ever meet, and loyal to a fault..People often take my kindness for weakness, A Person Who use to work with me gave the nickname Trouble KP, He said I was dangerous and I ask him why would you say that, He said because you don’t need anyone.. I laughed.. God is all I need and if that's what make me dangerous then so be it..Kindness is a choice that comes from incredible strength, I’m kind to people that are non deserving, 2019 I changed the way I do things, Staying in my lane..I always check on people I care about especially if I hadn’t seen them in a while..everybody knows my m.o. but see that’s the thing I always check on everybody, I text them if they been off work more than usual, and for the ones I can’t text personally I ask about them, They don’t know I’ve asked about them though but that’s who I am.. I’m the first one who text you or email you on your birthday holiday ...

Everybody is talking about Bird Box.. It was too Dark for me..It Bothered me with her not giving the kids a name..”Boy”and “Girl”. The entire movie..so detached from them..I felt sorry for them..But she didn’t connect with the child before it was born she didn’t even want to be pregnant, the crazy part is we only saw a vision of the thing they didn’t suppose to look at, and in the end she did give them names .which leaves me baffled, how did her doctor get to the safe place? and the rest 🙄 crazy crazy, But I was really bothered about “Boy’ Girl Only..it’s the way she said it.. Dare to mention the Bird in the Box during the whole journey 🤔..that she freed when she reach a safe place.. ok 👋🏾  👦🏻👧 🦅